hurt.....

its hurt becoz i have that connection before....

its not like regret...

but its really hurt....

its really hurt when people right beside us suddenly disappear....

without anything....

and we know both side will face the same situation...

its becoz we laugh together,cry together n evrything together...

but when it disappear it really hurt....

i know but why i'm keep doing this....

run & run from evrything....

maybe i'm afraid of loosing it in my life....

n i dont want to lose it....really....its real....

maybe we put too much expectation in that...

i mean happiness....

its damm will not happen....maybe but i think i'm wrong....

in my life.....i just wanna see people that i love happy....

but what i've done juz make them suffer...

forgive me....

forgive me....

forgive me....

forgive me....

i'm really sory for what happen....

its just not like me....